take care my love..

i love him n cant let him go..
but i cant have him even if i wanted..
so...i MUST let him go..
i hope its not end here although i know its impossible..
may god help me forget him..
i will always love u ..take care dear..
u r my only dear..miss u always..
hope i'm strong enough to face this..

my advice to myself..
sometimes ble kte rasa happy..kne laa brsyukur byk n jgn gelak byk sgt..
coz kte xthu ble Dia akan tarik blik rse happy tuh..
cm pngalaman sy..tiap kli sy rse happy sgt2..sy akan sedih blik..
ade jelaa yg xken..
tpi pape pun tetap kne brsyukur n tabah..
jgn prnah salahkan Dia..Dia cume nk ingatkan kita pasal Dia..=)

my heart feel like its gonna explode..
i hate myself..
i hate him..
i hate this feeling..
i hate u coz i love u..

miss u always..=P

dgr lgu kiss the rain..rindu kt die.. ;P

i love u mr M

ku bahagia pabila mnyayangimu..kau tidaklah sempurna..tapi..kau amat jujr dan baik denganku..kau tdak prnah melayanku dgn buruk..kau kelihatan ikhlas dan sgt mnjaga hatiku walaupun kau tdak boleh mnerima kasih ku..aku msih mnunggumu..kerana mnnyayangimu adalah suatu kebahagiaan walaupun dalam kesakitan..

pabila org yg dprcayai tgalkan kita

dear my own blog..haha..

arini trase nk mnulis..sbb ade kwn ak sorg nih die bru wat blog so tingat kat ko..haha

aku dah lme xshare my life story kan..nak cte byk yg dah happen kat aku..salah stunye..kwn yg aku pling pcaye pulaukan aku..huhu..sedih nak mati..haha

mse tu aku sem4..kitorg ber tiga ni(ms z,mis s n me) mmg slunye stu group..tpi 1day ms s ni leh plak xnak msuk group kitorg..mayB kcik ati gn aku kot sbb pnah trmarah die..aku xsedar..cm ak ckp aku hot temp terutama ble aku pnat n ade masalah..aku trmarah sbb aku pnat..tetiba suh aku tdo blik die nk siapkan asignment..aku ingat esok..so xprepare laa..dah arr sok class pagi..ape bju pn xdek..huhu..aku dah laa pelupe..kita kwn lame gak..tlg ingatkan..huhu..aku thu aku ni nyusahkan die so aku dah mntak maaf..tpi aku mmg xleh laa nk rapat cm dlu gan die..sedih sgt..aku syg mis s..

i finally forget him n found someone..but he's heart is not mine..why am i always like this? why im in love with someone who's already belong to someone else? i feel really terrible..im sick of this..pls help me..someone..pls..im so heartbroken.. ="(

die prgi sblum smpat ucap slamat tnggal....

ak btul xsngka yg mesej dri adk die mlalui no die 2 sbenarnye bukn stu gurauan...ak xsngke die btul2 dah mninggal dunia akibat accident blanggar dgn lori.. die mse 2 tunggang mto n bwak sorang kwn kt rawang..malangnye, kwn die je yg trselamat..malang mmg xbrbau..tpi mse thu pasal ni mmg ak sgt shock..btul2 xjangka.. ak hrp sume ni gurauan je..="(
ak mngis abs tpi nk wt cne..die mcj ak xreply..col pn suh org len jwb.. ak ase bsalah sgt..mgkin mse 2 die nk mtak maaf kt ak..mgkin die thu die nk pgi..syuk..wlaupun kte dah xde pape, tpi ely pnah syg syuk..maafkan ely..ely ingat maybe stu ari t ely leh bsame gan syuk pas lupekn zik..tpi bnde ni xkn jdi smpai ble2 pn..selamat tnggal syuk.. smoga sjahtera sntiase di sne..amin..